Ej DiMera of my own

A person quoted a corny phrase:

"Everything I have ever wanted came to me at the worst timing. Now it figures that I might not want them anymore"

Because I thought it was such a selfish thing to say, it happened to me. Two months ago, I seemed to be steady. Now, at this rate, I'm skinning myself. I knew what I wanted five years from now, since the beginning. And someone truly loves me, and it feels like I'm about to take a 180.

I decided not to. I'm following on with the original plan. Regardless of whom it is I find myself falling in love with, I don't see myself with somebody at such a young age. I want to be a working woman and be able to support my parents once they retire. I want to travel from country to country for business meetings, no strings attached. I want to have a house in North Carolina and a loft in central of Chicago.

I watched Ej DiMera on Days of Our Lives today, for the first time since 2003. I love him to death, as stupid as it sounds. But, as eye-rolling as it sounds, I want somebody like him. A complete gentleman. Someone who knows how to charm. So once my plan is proven to me, I will hopefully meet my own Ej DiMera.