CEGEP

For since March 2010, I have struggled with what to do. I have gone back and forth, positive and confident of my decision. But obviously if I kept changing my mind, it is more than clear that I cannot make up my mind and stick with it. That means that I have not truly found my goal. That I do not LOVE what I think I absolutely love. And for the past three weeks, I finally realized that the whole plan I had set in front of me for the next six years was nothing but egotism.

This is strange timing. But, simultaneously, I am glad that I still have time to truly find out what I like. I no longer care about whether I am advanced or pass late, but I do care if I make THE WRONG CHOICE.

So with the help of black coffee and and extreme morning jogs, I know I can take all the time in the world to decide what is best for ME.

P.S: I'll be honest, Holly Madison from Holly's World inspired me :S She does that to people I guess. Maybe it was because of that calamari...